Carry on walking~

Something happened and this insecurity make me step backwards. However, I am happy because it happened and am glad that is will be over soon. This is a good learning experience for me because it happened not within my expectation. Yea.. expectations.. Anyway, I hope and wish that if ever something happened, let me be brave and carry on walking. Life cant be waste by dwelling the past and expecting/predicting the future. It is the present. As it is. Be brave be you. Be brave is me. =) Sometimes when you feel like like is too hectic, remember to SLOW down. I need to slow down.. No worry no hurry! Be happy be at ease. Oh I cant believe I am so positive. I was never the positive fellow. But I welcome this new "beng". Never felt that life itself can be so simple. I am smiling now because I rejoice! May you be well and happy always!
I thought of this beautiful song~ Simple few sentences but meant so much. Beautiful!


No coming, no going,
No after, no before,
I hold you close to me,
I release you to be so free.
Because I am in you,
And you are in me.
Because I am in you,
And you are in me.

Sleep

I wanna sleep like this puppy. =(

Sometimess

Just sometimes,

when things are not as expected,

despair not,

worry not,

because sometimes,

sometimes they are here to guide you walk out the the dark abyss.

Release

Beautiful colours. Beautiful balloons. Each individual balloon seems to be a "dream" being held in return awaiting to be release into the sky? Maybe each of them indicates "attachments". They are never so anxious to be released into the sky. Awaiting freedom. I say, I would grip them tightly with my hand. Appericate the beauty of it, get tired of holding it and accepting the fact I own them, lossen the grip, you release all the "dreams" & "attachments" Beautiful. Remember, all are not real! (",) We are just learning to appericate the beauty of change itself. Wonders of life itself. Hang on there.
Till then, when you lossen your grip, you will learn to appericate another kinda beauty. Beautiful!
Happiness is here and now.
Have not been feeling well recently. On medication for almost a month now. I felt lousy. I get agaited easily. I got trapped in my own emotions. Silly attachments. Silly Beng~ Anyway, I dont need to find "them" simply because I cant find "them" anyway. Am so glad that I manage to find something to "calm" myself down. Am sorry to those I have been rude to. Am sorry for my tolerance gone down to zero. Am thankful for myself for I realised something yet again. The precious "attachment"! Those medicine are making me drowsy and dreaming. I don't know what I am typing. I don't know what I am trying to deliever. I dont know if you understand what I am writing. Haha... Yes.. This is Beng~ All the uncertainly, makes me feel relieved. I am at the present. The "drowsy" present!! Haa haa! Anyway, it's no longer important.

Moving Ahead

I am trapped in this situation right now. I need to make a decision. (But I know I will not decide anytime soon.) I need to move ahead to pass the 1st "door" before I can carry on moving forward. I am not stress. I am not worried. Perhaps, I just want things to remain as it is at the present. Anyway, I need to remind myself that changes is not scary. Changes is not the end of the world. Do not be afraid to cross the borders because you dont know what lies ahead of you. In the picture, it clearly shows a beautiful path. If it is you, would you choose to walk it or would you choose to appericate it silently? I dislike this. I dislike the feeling and the need to make decisions. Maybe, and perhaps, the only similar feeling to relate to the picture would be the colour. Haa.. I felt silly all over again. Yet, I appericate the sillyness I am feeling now. Are you in or are you out? :P

I Miss You~

.I Miss You.

More then words can say.

Today I'm missing you and with a wish for you.

Wishing you are well & happy.

Beautiful

I realised that all things can be beautiful if you.. If you choose to change your perspectives. Choose to be see the beauty of the world. Paint yours with colours of the nature. Life is busy, simple yet beautiful~ Have you made your choice? (",) I always forget the beauty of life itself. Always busy looking for more things to beautify my life. Actual fact, I have all the things. I don't need to search for it. It is like appreciating a sheet of white paper. You are the artist or author of it. And the sheet of white paper is always ready to soak up an artist/author anxious thoughts etc. I've forgetten totally and now I am learning to appreciate a piece of white paper all over again. (: