Winter

I wasn’t sure. What is happening to people surrounding me? I don’t know. I don’t know is it because I’ve changed? Or had they changed? Or we all had changed. It was interesting. You watch not only one’s emotional rollacoaster, you watch how people sink into self-pity, into self-denial, into convincing oneself of something or anything. I don’t know. The process itself is painful and selfish. I am not sure if I am right anyway that isn’t important. I shall not dwell about it. Because the one who did changed could be me and not anyone of them. Anyway, my thoughts are just projected.. They are my perceptions which I held close. I’m biased. I live in winter. Perhaps that explains all. Haha... "Silly Girl"...

All are not lost

Just when I'm looking at what I've "lost" and thinking that my life is in a total mess, I couldn't figure out and "point-out" to what I have lost and missed out.

Nothing to fussy about, nothing to complain.

I have everything.

Things that I need, things that I dont need.

Positive thoughts, negative thoughts, positive intention, negative intention, both good or bad..

I have them all. All are not lost.

But I kept complaining, I kept letting myself get controlled by those rustling emotions.

They are only bubbles.

Their life span is so short. So clear so transparent yet you can note its existance.

kkb, remember, bubbles BURST. And back to nothing'ness' once all again.

Peace of Mind

Even so... peace of mind?

Quoting sista, All are not real.

锁

可以把自己锁起来吗?
那么容易, 那么轻易
却
那么困难, 那么艰难
想把自己锁起来因为,
想让自己的想法停顿在这一刻,
不继续胡思乱想而再一次迷失方向.
但是,
还是应该勇敢面对.
虽然没有安全感,
却是
最实际, 最安全的方法.
再一次, 我又被自己的'歪理'征服了.
好累.
为何会那么疲累?

Taiwan

Nice place. Nice picture.

I like it.

Sick TIger

I am not a sick cat. I am a sick tiger.. Been feeling not well for so long.. However, I am making sure that I am doing my part in helping myself to get well.. Till that time....

I am getting ready to strike.

Black Thursday.

I am in foul mood today.

Vent my anger today. I am a loser.

:(

Time

I need more time.

I need more money.

Perhaps, I should get better in time management.
Endless work. Never ending.
I just need to do whatever I can.
More attention in my work.
More affection in my work.
Since when life became so "lifeless" and "timeless" and "endless"?
I am such a loser.
Hahaha...